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We just finished getting our farm ready for Halloween. We carved 150 pumpkins this year and lines the yards with them. We also used calf domes and buckets to decorate our yard. It is fun to see how everything turns out

When I got married, I never thought that I would love Keller and Chantz like they were my own children. Over the years, we have grown closer together and I have found that I do love them like they were my own. Going from being single to instant mom was hard for me, but now I wouldn't trade it for the world.
I can't wait for a birthmother to pick us. I look forward to building a realtionship with her and being able to love her and the child she is giving to us.

I never thought that I would never be able to have biological children. At first, it was a hard fact to accept. Now I m at peace with that and look forward to adopting a little girl. It will be such a change from having two boys here once in awhile to having a little girl around all the time. I am really excited.

I feel so close to our birth mother at times. Tonight, I feel saddened by the pain that she is going through. The hard decision of trying to figure out what is best for her baby and the pain of letting that baby go. How I love her. When we first started into this I wondered if I would grow to love her.I am amazed at how much I do love her, even though I have never met her. I wish I could help ease her pain. I am so excited to get to meet her. I know the Lord will bring us together.

We have finshed the adoption classes. I asked Jason how he feels about adoption now, and he feels that we are suppose to do it. I am so excited to start this process.

I feel like we are suppose to adopt. This seems to be the Lord's will for me. I am at peace with this but Jason doeesn't know what to think.

Another month of not being pregnant. It is so hard to have my hopes raised and thenhave them dashed again. It's been 20 months of trying. I try to keep my hopes up. It is hard when everyone around me is having babies.